I Mourn

I Mourn

By (Adil Khalil)

I was more happy and I was more satisfied,

had little grudges and more affection.

I was lost and I was random.

I was emotional and enthusiastic.

Years back, life was way better than the life I wanted.

I realize and I mourn, how disrespectful I was,

I mourn how pathetic I am.

Lesser I wanted and the more I got, I mourn

How my desires and dreams turned against me,

I mourn why I dreamt.

Lost my loved ones, I lost myself, I grieve it

And I cry, but my ego does not satisfy,

I mourn my ego that now makes me cry.

How sure I was, how unsure I am, I lost my

Spirit and I lost my faith, I mourn,

I mourn my wrath.

When I was a kid, I used to cry, for the

Time to fly, now I mourn why did it fly.

My life is dark, my thoughts are dry,

I mourn it, I mourn it to mortify.

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