I Mourn
By (Adil Khalil)
I was more happy and
I was more satisfied,
had little grudges
and more affection.
I was lost and I was
random.
I was emotional and
enthusiastic.
Years back, life was
way better than the life I wanted.
I realize and I
mourn, how disrespectful I was,
I mourn how pathetic
I am.
Lesser I wanted and
the more I got, I mourn
How my desires and
dreams turned against me,
I mourn why I dreamt.
Lost my loved ones, I
lost myself, I grieve it
And I cry, but my ego
does not satisfy,
I mourn my ego that
now makes me cry.
How sure I was, how
unsure I am, I lost my
Spirit and I lost my
faith, I mourn,
I mourn my wrath.
When I was a kid, I
used to cry, for the
Time to fly, now I
mourn why did it fly.
My life is dark, my
thoughts are dry,
I mourn it, I mourn
it to mortify.
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